A wonderful day^^

13 August is a wonderful day for me...
Although I didn't back to my hometown...

Today I have seat on the car for whole day...
Y?Y?Y?

This is because I need to go injection for my course subject...
This is the fifth time I go for injection...
I don like to go for injection because I scared...
Today, I tell the junior for the hospital put more the alcohol on my hand...
I scared the pain...
But after the injection, actually it is not pain...
haiz... I am so funny...

At around 7pm, I went to Ipoh Parade to have a happy moment with my friend...
This is the picture when we at there...


I also very happy... cause I have win Victor liew...for the bowling...
Haha...
We also watch a movie at ther...
It is nice...
It is a war movie...with many famous artist...
I mean the artist in tat movie...
I love the weapon which have use by the black skin American man in tat movie...
If the L4D2 have this weapon... I will choose it...
Walao... playing game... This month is the important month to me...
Stop playing la...
REVISION time must on now...

Sorry to my friend in Ipoh...
If I have time, I will go out with all of U...

I change le

wht tat mean...
My hair style lo...
don knw hw to said...
said nice... cannt...
said ugly... I don agree...
said like kid hair... I agree...
But if I use wax...
it will look nice...
haha...
I so zi lian...
Ths my new pic

I am still like tat...

Wht mean tat...
U c my pic then knw lo...


but ther still got another meaning...
I still a terrible guy...
A very very terrible one...
y? I always make someone sad...
y? I brave to face tat problem...

y...y...y...y???
Am I a guy...
So like girl... shine like girl n scare like girl too...
I cant even tell my frien about tat problem...
cos is so malu...

If u don knw me... n I oso don knw u...
thn ths won happen...
If...If...If... haiz...
Me is so stupid...
cant even know ur feeling...
jus knw myself onli... I am so rude...

I hope I can solve tat problem... wth peacefully...
I hope tat we still frien... a very gud frien... n until tat day cum, we still frien forever...

If I very hurt U... I can onli said tat I'm sorry...
I knw ths soli is useless... But hw can I do...
Soli is the word tat I can told U...
Soli for the whole things I hav done to U...
Me n U r frien n forever one de...
If U saw my blog...
I hope U will knw wko am I said...
N U will knw wht am I write in it...

I jus wan to be frien wth U onli...
Please don thonk other...

No mood n so confused

Today I am so useless...

Today is oso my bad day...
I feel very useless...
I don knw hw to said it out...
But I wan to said soli to him...

Jus nw I don follow the promise...
because the situation don allow me...
n the things I prepared, it doesn't been used at tat moment...
when I wan to get one to u... she has stand beside me...

Jus nw I wan to tell u but the situation don allow me to do...
I jus be quiet because I knw I hav doing someting wrong...
I oso don wan tat situation happen again...
Which I hav fight with my frien... n we don hav more communication to each other like before...
Jus nw u so angry... I knw...
I write ths blog nt to blame u or said any bad thing of u...
I'm jus wan to release it out... n I oso wan to said sorry to u...

Another confused things is "she"
last week she find me but I don reply her...
my phone don hav any $$$... n I hav no face to c her...
ths two week whn I saw her... I don even looking at her...
I feel so shame... to looking at her...
Cause I hav making a girl cry le... I think la...
I knw I so rude...
I don knw hw to speak to her, scare her heart will sad again...
I knw she hav seeing my blog before... but...but...but... haiz

If I said someting wrong make u hate me...
I can onli said sorry to U...
I...I...I... jus wan to be frien wth u...
Pls forgive me...

My frien, If I doing someting wrong to u all...
Sorry...

今天心情有点乱。。。

是我自恋还是发神经。。。
她是喜欢我吗？ 是我想多了吗？
我自己也不知道。。。

如果是真的。。。
我。。。我。。。我。。。
到底该不该拒绝她还是接受她？

我到底该如何是好？
我真的很乱。。。

说真的，开始是我真的。。。真的。。。对她又感觉。。。
不过。。。我。。。不知道。。。那是恋爱的感觉吗？
我是一个宅男。。。没有谈过恋爱。。。
我到底该如何是好？

如果我拒绝她，她会怎样？
我不想伤害她，也不想被她讨厌。。。
我要怎么办？
我。。。我。。。我。。。
我承认我给了她wrong direction。。。让她以为我对她有意思。。。
如果真的拒绝她，我想说声：对不起。。。
我知道一句对不起是不可能的。。。
我真的要接受她？

我希望不是真的。。。
我想是假的。。。

我是好人 也是个坏人。。。
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔。。。
不能放任 所以放了。。。
这点痛我还能忍。。。

haiz...

Gepo is my weakness...

Maybe I so gepo...
maybe I think negative...
maybe I so weird...
But I think they r saying me...

I knw de...
From nw I wont say anything again...
I will stop talking... n forces on study onli...
I scare saying something wrong again...
So, I will stop talking from nw...

Is time to study nw...
If ths sem I don pass all...
I will withdraw my course...
N work...
I think I not suitable in college life...after study until nw...
So... if I fail...
This is my onli choice...

O week...

Long time no write blog le...

O week... erm... ok la...
For me, I hav a very gud memory on those week...
Cause my Birthday is in those week...
n tat day got three ppl birthday in SWC...
Beside tat, My gud friend... philip, hav do a special to me on tat day...
Is feel gud for me, cause all SWC n new student sing hapi Buffday to us...

I also make more friend in there...
All the GF n OA n some of the new student...
The group of 14, is a very gud team... although they are so silent...haha
For the Philip group, erm ok la... they also is a gud team...
All the GF n OA are very tired at those week...
Me also la, cause I'm the one's who scream always...
Besides tat, my body colour hav turn more dark le...
I don know how to make myself become like last time...

O week, I hav a sad n happy moment at there...
This is all of nw... nex time chat la... no is c u all nex time la...
Here r some pic hehe...