Today I have some happy and sad moment...
Happy is Account exam is finish... I thought I cant finish in time...
Luckily, I finish it le... although I cant balance the Final Account...
But overall I have finish all of them...haha...^^
For the sad moment, actually is not a bad news... I can said is 50% is good & 50% is bad...
Why I'm saying that?
That girl finally go out eating with us... I never saw her go out eating with us after Semester 1... today maybe is the first time with us... It is good news...
For the bad news is I cant have a communication with her...
Why?
This answer always repeated in my mind... Why?
I also want to know...
Maybe is that happening... after telling her that things... maybe
Or I cant control myself when she is in front of me...
All my friend said that actually is nothing de...
But I still cant open my mind...
If I still continue like that... maybe is my part 2 in my life...
All of u will not know what is the meaning of part 2...
part 1 is happening during I'm studying in secondary school...
I fall in love with a girl... when I want to said something to her...
I found that she have a boyfriend & I cant talking with her le...
That's time I have a very selfish boy and don't like to speaking more...
(Then later I don't even talking to her anymore...)
Now the part1 is continue and become part2 in my life le...
I don't want this happen but I still cant look her...
cause my heart still not function well...
Haiz... love is somethings happy...
but for me is a sad moment...
If I know she have eat with us... maybe I will not going...
I am so selfish... I want to see her but I cant talking to her...
what I can do... Maybe I have to take more time to forget those things I have done to her...
Now my felling is same like those two songs...
就是伤悲 衬托欢喜
就是酸苦涩 亦要细味
就是分开 叫我想起
路上有你 很美 苦渗着甜味（五味人生）
找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠 我在等一个人
在等我的永恒 告诉我爱不单行别害怕（爱不单行）
