Is Time To Said No!!!

Why I'm saying that?
Is exam time la...
Finally The day come's...
NO for A-station...
No for Max...
No for (C)C202...
No for Movie...
No for everything's...Except Someone la...
Time to Exam le...
All DHT1, 2, 3, 4,and our Lovely group 5...
This 2 week don go out play lo...Exam is more important la...
All my dear friend who Know me...Gambateh in Exam la...
JJ don going out to play la...
KAKA, U also same la...
High girl with brain sometime got problem de... don going out to play la...
STUDY TIME LO...Relax is O.K. but don play so much lo...
Me also same same la... haha...

Going out with my best friend

HAHA...back to hometown is good...
Can try my mother cook...
I also went Ipoh Parade with my friend...
Is have a long time no going out, playing with them le...
That day, we want to watching new movie...
But...
Haiz... Don have the movie we want to see...
Then we going for bowling...
We play 4 round, but I lose 3 round haiz...
I thought I can become a new PBP...
PBP stands for Professional Bowling Player...
But at the moment I also feel Happy...
cause I saw her...not the ones we always said de...
She become more beautiful... I'm so stupid...
Why that time don chase her when I am in the school?
But now I change my target le... But is ok la...
She is cute and beautiful....
It is a wonderful day for me...
This is my friend...

为什么，我这么，那么。。。

差。。。差。。。差。。。
我真的很差劲。。。

为什么？我考试的成绩会这么烂。。。
为什么？我认识的朋友大多数都好过我。。。
为什么？我要看人家的答案，不能自己做。。。
为什么？我只会安慰人家却不知道怎样安慰自己。。。
为什么？我只会鼓励人家却不知道怎样鼓励自己。。。
为什么？我变得更难相处。。。
为什么？我对人那么的坏。。。
为什么？我被人家觉得的很骄傲。。。
为什么？我变的爱花钱了。。。
为什么？我没人爱，除了我家人。。。
为什么？我爱上它，桌球。。。
为什么？我爱去电脑室，不是学院的。。。
为什么？我爱做一些傻事。。。
为什么？为什么？为什么？

到底是我笨/蠢，还是我无心再念下去/无法做个有用的人/无法如何做人。。。
我不知道为什么？有谁能帮我吗？
我到底是怎么一回事。。。
我真的。。。真的。。。真的要改变吗？
要变回像以前一样，那个笨笨的俊铭吗？
还是一个书虫，还是。。。

我真的很想有一个人能听我说这些埋在心里的心事。。。
我想发泄出来。。。
想一次解决这些为什么。。。

Sick Again

Haiz...
Sick...Sick...Sick...
Why this week always sick...
Is the weather in Kampar not suitable for me?
Yesterday thought eat the pill, Today thought can recover it...
But nothing happen... still in the sick mode...
Headache...
I must see doctor now...
But I cannot see doctor here... because the of he or she give, may not really cover my sick...
I need to see my doctor in hometown...
Now I very miss my mother cook... Because I have not been back to my house for 2 week...
I want to back to hometown... sleeping in my lovely bed, eating my mother cook...
I want to go home...
I want to go home...
....................

烦恼。。。

烦恼。。。
每个人都会有的。。。我也一样。。。
我烦恼的东西也蛮多。。。考试。。。钱。。。等。。。
但是，我最大的烦恼是爱情。。。
爱一个人，是一件很快乐事。。。
但是，我却爱的好辛苦。。。难道上天真的要考验我吗。。。
我对她可能已经不是朋友那种的关系。。。所以。。。
每当我的朋友提起她时，我总是避开这些话题。。。
为什么。。。
有时我连看她一眼都不敢， 我到底是男人吗？
我明明喜欢她。。。为何当朋友提起她时，我却没有勇气面对她。。。
为什么。。。
其实我很想说我爱她。。。无论你们怎样看我，我对她的爱是永远都不变的。。。
为什么。。。我就不敢说呢？
今天我的一个朋友放学时，说了一句“我们载着一对couple。。。我觉得很开心。。。
可能是我喜欢她很久的关系。。。所以我没有逃避那个话题。。。
但是，她一听到就很反感。。。
难道我和他是不可能了吗？
暗恋一个人是很辛苦的。。。
我希望我和她可以有进一步的发展。。。
如果我们只是。。。永远。。。是好朋友的关系。。。
我希望我能忘了这一切。。。将这段回忆埋在心里的最深处。。。
就将这件事彻底的忘掉。。。
其实假期时，我有这个打算。。。
每当我想忘了她时， 我的脑海中就出现了她可爱及开心的笑容。。。
让我很难忘了她。。。
难道她是我生命中不可缺少的一个重要的partner。。。

我希望埋在心里的这件事不会发生。。。
也希望我们会有一个美好的开始。。。

THE HAPPENING WHEN I PLAYING POOL

This is my second time playing Pool... is this word right...
Anyway, It is a good activity for me... always playing in DDS or A Station...
This picture is taken by my boss~Kai Xuan~
He is the one who like to taken the funny picture...
This my unluckily picture...WHY?
This is because I playing the skill until the leg 抽筋...
Beside that, when I'm playing this skill for second time...
My leg... My leg(抽筋 again)... Oh... so... very... unluckily...
After this happen, I won't and never try this skill again... T.T
This is very funny... for them... For me it is malu things...
But this picture ok la... I also love it... cause it can show my handsome face...HeHe...
One of my friend saw this picture, she ask me am I 抽筋...
How she know, later she tell me that my face have show the emotional...
OH MY GOD...