Unhappy day

Why? Why? Why?
Why I always like tat...
Always make someone moody...
I really don knw wht am I doing jus nw...
Why I wan to said like?
If I don said anything maybe this kind of thing will not happen...
Why I so rude...
When I said sorry to her... she reply "nothing la"
By seeing this word, I can know tat her feeling is not gud...
Why I always doing so rude things... I thought I hav change my rude style...
After this happen, I found tat... I still like last time...
"THE STUPID BOY"

Beside tat, I am so stupid... fail one more subject...
Why I cant pass it... Still fail...
Am I not suitable to continue study...
I think for an hour...
Withdraw... maybe is gud to me...
My boss said tat if I withdraw...
Wht can I do in future...
I think... think... and think...
Really I ned to bac to my cousin car shop to work for my whole life?

My mum always blame me... why I cant like my second boss... his cleaver...
why? why? why?
I answer my mum that he is he, me is me...
We are not same...
But she always take his name to argue with me...
Why she always thinks like tat?
I'm ur son... can u don always said tat guy something tat better than me...
And said tat if she know my result, she will never giv me a chance to study here...
I don know how to do now?
After she saw this sem result, can I still continue study?
I already know the answer... She will call me to work and stop study...
I don know wht she is thinking, why must like tat?

Nw I don hav any mood again...
Study... study... study...
I cant study anymore...

Maybe this is my last time to writing to blog...
Maybe this is my last time to playing FB...
Maybe this is my last time to playing MSN...
Maybe this is my last time to study here...
Maybe this is my last time to said gudbye to my friend...
Maybe this is my last time to said gudbye to her...
Maybe this is the last time I being at Kampar...

Maybe the things I worry will happen soon...
I ALSO KNOW TAT MY MAYBE WILL BECOME TRUE...